Thoughts of you – make my words tie into knots. My thoughts are scattered like these pages that are flying away from me. There were many things that I could have said but didn’t for the sake of being proper. But what is proper or fair about this? – I loved someone that couldn’t love me back.
My words used to be so bold and now they are just ashes, ether. I still get nervous when I talk to you. I still feel what once were butterflies, but they are different now.. the wings are bent and they flutter listlessly like dusty moths around a fading light.
It was foolish, it was everything. It was a mask, a rusted door falling off a hinge.. a broken chair in the middle of the ocean. I wore it for you though, I wore my love just under my breast. So bright I could feel the pulse of it, could feed off of it and now I’m just ready for the world of it to fade away. Washed flush under the waves, the paleness of the the broken and the brunt of it – no more.
Water takes the shape of whatever can hold it, what can carry it – but I can’t hold you here in my heart anymore. I can’t exist on fumes, on vapor. I need more. The chair breaks under the weight of it, the dress bleeds redness into the blue sea. I’m only waiting now for this feeling to fade from a roaring pain to a dull ache.
If you think this is about you it probably is.
If you think this is about you it probably is not.
Avatar: Coco Doll
Chair: Anc @ Collabor88
Shed: Junk @ The Liaison Collaborative
Stars: Kalopsia @ Collabor88
Papers & curtains @Kalopsia
Shyla, a brand new skin line from Belleza was released a few days ago and so far I can safely say this is my favorite Belleza skin as of yet. They just seem to get better with each new skin line. The lips on this skin are very lush and they eye make ups are expertly painted on. There is not too much blush in this skin which is a pet peeve of mine and the over all tone and body is sexy. I also love the eyebrows.
(Hair – D!va @ Collabor88, Triumph Boots from Gos, Panties from Ladies who Lunch, Gartered tights from League, Poses from /Geez/ by Grazia Horwitz.)
There are currently 16 makeups available in 6 skintones from Pale to Mocha. The base skin has dark brows and the hair base is on a layer. Also, the red and blonde hairbase/brows are included with the purchase and come on the tattoo layer. Cleavage will now be included with skin on both the tattoo and undershirt layers.
The Shyla skins are 1,200L$ each. 2,200L$ for a line of 4 skins and 4,000L$ for the full pack.
Lipstick tattoo layer is a mix of Betty and Shyla skin line. They are included in the line/bundle of the Shyla skin and also sold separately as a bundle.
Go get yours now: http://slurl.com/secondlife/Belleza/128/198/24
I was ECSTATIC to see Glam Affair come to Collabor88 this month. There were several dresses like this one above in various colors and three different makeups for the very lovely Mia skin that debuted at Skin Addictions Skin Fair a few weeks ago. Also, lets talk about perfect messy updo’s.. this hair from D!va wins at being perfectly wonderful party hair. Collabor88 is rocking this month.
I accented the outfit with some jewelry not at Collabor88 from Mandala and these heels from Celoe and tights from Oh Mai that I’ve had in my inventory forever that are my “go to” tights.
I’ve been a bit behind on posting lately but I soon hope to get caught up.
I hope you are having a lovely weekend!