Nothing but NUDITY

Sometimes a plurk catches my eye and I think “What the fuck”.. There was such a plurk this week and no I’m not going to name names but it was something along lines of nudity and soft porn being skanky for the feeds and no one wants to see that shit.. well I do and who is to say what is dictated to the feeds, I mean unless you are the feed owner and you notify me.. but hopefully one can see what I mean.

The actual comment when something like “just as much as people have their right to be skanks in public for fake efame, other people have the right to comment on it.”

This came right after I posted my newest SLuicde girl blog the other day. Well I guess this bothered some people but in my opinion I think its a prudish and an outdated way of thinking. To me well done nudity and soft core porn can be beautiful. Now I don’t mean nasty hardcore in your face kinda stuff.. I think that is best left behind closed doors.

It’s our bodies and I hope if you are playing Second Life you are over 18 and have at least seen your nude body in the mirror.

The human body at any size can be beautiful.. I guess I just don’t understand why skin is taboo. As for efame? I could care less.. what is efame anyhow? I’m a grown 35 year old women who would not give a flying fuck about efame.. I just want to express myself. I just want to make photos that I find interesting and share them. I am still going to keep on doing what I’m doing though and there will still be people that don’t like it and I get that.

I’m of the belief if you don’t like something don’t look or get over yourself. I think the best nudity is when we see an image and paint in our minds the story behind it.. like why is she standing in that water or sitting in that chair.. who is she posing for.. why are they having sex on that counter.. etc. I think images can tell a store and even make you feel something evocative.

I think that we are all beautiful in our own ways.. nude in our birthday suits, clothed.. it doesn’t matter to me, but don’t insinuate that I or anyone of my friends is/am some kind of skank seeking out imaginary efame.

The beautiful skin that I am wearing is from Atomic for only 88L at Collabor88. The Hemingway writers retreat set is 288L from Cheeky Pea, mesh and worth it for Collabor88.

Collabor88 opens today!

Good morning, everyone! February the 8th is a mark of a wonderful day.. the beginning of a brand new Collabor88. I don’t know about you but it makes me happy.

Above I am wearing the hair and the book wormish glasses from Clawtooth. The hair is super cute as well as the glasses. I am also wearing the Bronte Dress from Kyoot. You see the theme here is Classic Novels this month. My pose which is also available at Collabor88 is from Marukin. I am also wearing the Back to Black boots from Lassitude and Ennui which is opening soon!

Also If you like check out my brand new SLuicide girl post here. Many thanks to Spencer Christenson for being my sexy man prop <3

Back to Black

Caged. Trapped. Alone. That is how I could describe how my depression makes me feel at times. I know though that I am not alone in these feelings and that there are other people like me who can say that they are going through the same feelings and emotions. Sometimes though it’s hard to see past that haze.

Back to Black is an Awareness event (not Charity) put on and paid for by Chic Management. You can read more about the event here. Personally I think it’s nice that an Awareness event like this exists. Last time when they did the Black and Blue Fair a few summers ago.. I was overwhelmed with knowing that there were people nearly in my same shoes going through what I was.. and I was so much less alone.

I am wearing preview items from the fair. The wonderfully dramatic dress is from Peqe. The hair is from Mina. The beautiful mesh boots are from Lassitude and Ennui. The pose with cage is from Miamai. If it’s possible the cage is even more stunning in world. The event opens on February 11th and closes on February 29th at 4slt.

It’s ColdLogic, baby

I love the new MESH clothing from ColdLogic. The stuff for me is absolutely perfect. Love, love love it. In the above photo I should add my tights are from Izzie’s (You can get a mega pack of these with different styles for cheap) My boots are the wellington boots by Gos.. which are Mesh and absolutely gorgeous. My hair is from Exile.

Here we have the dress from ColdLogic. Mesh hair from Elikatira. Boots and shoes from Celoe and my tattoo here is from Little Pricks. All the poses that I’m using in this post are from Diesel Works.. it is the cube with texture change and over 20 poses, and it’s amazing.

For this outfit my pantsuit is from ColdLogic..in fact it was the first thing I picked up on my mad shopping spree. it fits so very well and the texturing on all ColdLogic items is amazing. Some of the most beautiful mesh items that I’ve seen at this store and I’ve bought quite a sample for myself. The hair here is from Elikatira and the choker you can find at Indrya’s Originals.

Good Morning, Beautiful..

I wanted to do the Lingerie Challenge issued by Gogo but lets face it… I don’t have the attention span to make 12 consecutive posts wearing a certain thing.. we saw how far I got on the color challenge, right? But if you are dedicated to blog challenges I do believe that this is a good one.

My magically delicious Spence made this pose that I am using.. he calls it “Sweet Little Thing” and it is a very cute pose and inspired my set/wardrobe choice for these two photos.

I am wearing the newest lingerie set from Insolence and the bum in these panties is lovely. I’m also wearing new shoes from Purrfect Ten. The hair is from Shag as a part of Project Themeory which has finally returned!!! Most of the Furniture is no longer available form M.Fox but the Chaise that I am on you can get at Kusshon and the Dressing Screen is from What Next. Oh the skin! The skin that I am wearing you can get at the Dressing Room Blue… from Atomic for only 70L… hurry and go grab it!

Aoharu does mesh…

Gosh. I love this sweater from Aoharu and I found it to be perfect in every way. It fit so beautifully and the textures Marukinare so nice worn. They also come in Standard Sizing, which makes it much easier for me to fit mesh products to my AV.

I am also wearing the beautiful new hair from Elikatira. I love the texturing in Elikatira’s hair so so much. It looks so very soft and inviting.

The skin that I am wearing was actually free from the lucky boards at Mother Goose.. about a half hour or so of waiting around I was rewarded this morning with this adorable skin.. also be sure to check out the new 1L skin they have out and the new releases. I am also wearing Jeans from Mon Tissu and the Heathrow boots from Mon Tissu as well and my poses are form .

~La’Licious~ So Boho Reading Nook

This weekend meant it was time to Spruce up your Space and I did just that with this “So Boho Reading Nook” from La’Licious. It’s adorable and the whole thing comes linked and I’m a fan of the colors here and its only 30 prims and you get three sits.

It would be good for a place on the wall where you still need something or maybe it would add to your existing stuff… either way it’s totally cute and a steal for 150L during Spruce up your Space this weekend so if you want it hurry!

“Change is on the cards, but this time it will be hard
But I never want to leave you
We’ve never had a fight
You should never split a pole
You should never split at all
I wish I had two paths I could follow
I’d write the ending without any sorrow

I will say a prayer, just while you are sitting there
I will wrap my arms around you
I know it will be fine
We’ve got a fantasy affair
We didn’t get wet. We didn’t dare.
Our aspirations are wrapped up in books
Our inclinations are hidden in looks”

– Belle and Sebastion “Wrapped up in books”

I’m also wearing stuff from Celoe. Jewelry for Izzies which is a nice little set for only 75L for Lazy Sundays and hair from Exile. Have a fantastic rest of your weekend.

Pictures of you

“I’ve been looking so long at these pictures of you
And I almost believe that they’re real
I’ve been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel”

“Remembering you
Standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering you
Running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go”



“Remembering
You falling into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering you
How you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything

If only I’d thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I’d thought of the right words
I wouldn’t be breaking apart
All my pictures of you”

“Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you

There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you”

The Cure – Pictures of you

Credits: Panties 50L for Lazy Sunday at Line. House: The Lali House by La’Liscious Bed: Mudhoney. Skin: Al Vulo. Hair: Exile. Standing Poses: Geez.

I find a fatal flaw in the logic of love.. and go out of my head.

There is a song by The Shins called “Gone for Good”.. and I was listening to music today and really related to some of the lyrics and that is what sort of inspired this post.

“You wanted to jump and dance
But you sat on your hands
And lost your only chance
Go back to your hometown
Get your feet on the ground
And stop floating around

I find a fatal flaw
In the logic of love
And go out of my head
You love a sinking stone
That will never elope
So get used to the lonesome, girl
You must atone some
Don’t leave me no phone number there “

Gone for Good – the Shins

I’m wearing lots of things but I’ll narrow it down in case you want one of them. Hair is the SJ hair from Lelutka. Skin is Mia from Lara Hurley. Bag is from Mon Tissu and so is the skirt. Top is from Tres Blah. Gloves and socks are from Lark! Boots are the Aviator boots from Gos. Fishnets are from Blow Pop. Eye Makeup is from Boom. I think all the poses are from Del May.

Aura’s Briar Skin

I’ve been working on this skin post all morning. It’s been a welcome distraction because my heart is a mess right now. This skin made me smile though, funny enough. It is a brand new skin line from Tyr Rozenblum of Aura.

To me this is the best of her best skins so far. I love the makeups and tones and photographed some of my favorites for this post. There are a literally a ton of make up options.. something like 16 eye options and 6 lips options and in five tones.. the possibilities for combinations are seemingly endless. This skin is seriously gorgeous and I think you should go check it out now!

I am also wearing brand new gloves from Sienia Trevellion of Lark! You can go pick up some for Super Bargain Saturday for cheap and I matched them up with some socks from her Gacha at the Seasons Gatcha. My lingerie for this post is from D. Select and my poses are varied. I was a picture taking fool this morning so I’m sorry about that.

Have a happy weekend.